I can’t write. My body recoils from the keyboard. I cannot write and now I know why.
I am measured.
Carefully considered. Deliberate. Restrained.
I am measured.
Like pursed lips and the exact milliliters on the recipe for this fucking dinner I do not want to make. I am measured. Not too much. Just enough. I am measured like the mental ruler I keep to see…
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